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      A Buddhist Catholic    

jesus-1.gifWhat makes me a Catholic?

I was baptized into the Roman Catholic Church on December 31, 1959.  I subsequently received the  remaining sacraments of initiation and was confirmed at the age of 14.  In 1978, I entered the formation program for  a religious community, entered the novitiate in 1981 and professed temporary vows in 1983.  I left the community in 1984.  I was married in the Church in 1986 and my child was baptized Roman Catholic in 1987 and graduated from a Catholic high school. Over the  years, I have been involved in a number of different parishes, generally in the area of education and youth ministry.   In 2001 I became actively engaged in a local, urban parish and my ministry  expanded to social justice issues and working more with adults.  In 2007 I moved to a new urban parish where I am less involved in  parish ministries,  but  have increased my involvement in  global issues.

Essentially, then, I am Catholic by heritage, culture and training.  Catholicism, then, perhaps could be likened to my spiritual family of origin.  I can no more cease to be Catholic than I can cease being the child of my parents.  It is in this church that I began my spiritual journey.  It is in this church that I became part of a community that reaches across time.  It is in this church that my quest for God moved from searching out there in the heavens, to looking deep within myself.

buddha2.jpg What makes me a Buddhist?

Well, this is  a lot less straight forward than my Catholicism.  For as long as I can remember, Buddhism has held a certain intrigue for me.   Throughout the years I had done some cursory  reading about Buddhism.  I first read Siddartha    (Herman Hesse, 1982) and became familiar with the work of Anthony DeMello while in the convent.   However, I found it all very confusing and the unfamiliar  language was difficult for me to follow.   Early in 2007,  in an incidental conversation ,  someone told me that they were  studying the correlation between the Buddhist "Four Noble Truths"  and interpersonal relationships (or something to that effect).   I remember that at that moment, I had an actual physical sensation that something in me sort of "snapped" to attention.   I needed to study Buddhism.  So, I started with a trusted author, Karen Armstrong and read her book entitled simply Buddha.  I also started  surfing the 'net for  information,  however, again became quickly  overwhelmed by all the information.  I could not make heads nor tails out of all the  "types" of Buddhism that  I came across.  This time, however, I decided to stick with it.  I started bookmarking sites that seemed to hold information that I would come back to.   Again in a conversation, a name was mentioned to me that I thought sounded familiar.  When I got home, sure enough, I had bookmarked a site by that name.  And so I began delving into the  works and teachings of Pema Chodron, an American  Buddhist  nun.  I have read her books and downloaded talks that I listen to on my iPod.  (seems a bit incongruous to be listening  to talks about ancient teachings on an iPod ..... but hey, the year before  I  had listened  to the Confessions of St. Augustine on the same iPod!)  I have found her  works to have  the same  effect, to resonate with me, in the same way that Thomas Merton's Seven Storey Mountain did when I read it as a young adult.   I have not officially  Taken Refuge in the Three Jewels or participated in any kind of initiation rite.  Who knows what the future may hold?  At this time, the path to follow in my quest to know the Divine, seems to be found in the Dharma.

Christ and Buddha embracing  Is it Possible to be Buddhist and Catholic?

I am  sure that there are Catholics who would deny that I could be a Catholic, and there are Buddhists who would deny that I could possibly be Buddhist.   For my part, I have found that many of my core beliefs  are found in both Buddhism and Catholicism, although different  terms and names may be used. ( "a rose by any other name ...... ")  What I have found is that my  Buddhist practices (along with therapy)  have awakened my Catholic heart which has, over the years,  become less and less  available to me.   This journey within myself to break through to my heart is essential to my spiritual journey.

So, I imagine that there are as many answers to this question as there are people who venture to ask it.  For me, I have yet to find any compelling obstacle.  Sure, there are many arguements for and against, however, none have convinced me of an incompatability of the teaching of the Buddha with the teaching of the Christ.   If you are interested in this Buddhist/Catholic dialogue, check out the resources on the "Resources" page of this site.